26/07/2010
Note to self,
Never share those parts of yourself most people don’t get to see, with anyone ever again. Ever.
Those parts aren’t even what could be considered ‘bad’.
I’m not a bad person, I know I’m not, because hey, I’ve never gotten anywhere in life.
I digress, I’ve seen how horrible people can be, of course not just on TV or things I’ve read, I’ve seen it in all it’s raw form. I’m not like this and could never bring myself to be.
I’m always trying to do the right thing, however small what I may be doing actually is. I can’t live with any form of guilt. I can’t stand to lie about anything. I find meaning in the most ridiculous things possible at times. I can have epiphany’s sitting on a bus.
So what if i’m overly sentimental. Somewhat naive at times. So worried about disappointing or hurting anyone, regardless of who they may be. I try to please everyone, but that’s impossible, it ends up creating more problems than it solves sometimes.
Why are things like these used against me?
Why do they push people away or scare them?
Really, I’m just so tired of trying.
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