21/06/2009
One day.
Til i make one of the biggest decisions of my life. It could go either go brilliantly, I could have everything I’ve ever wanted since I can remember, or terribly wrong. Take a wild guess on which of the two I choose to think will happen… Blah. I guess I should be more positive. I’m going to go live with someone I’ve known around 5-6years, he says it’ll be great, I hope he’s right. I want to feel alive again, I want to enjoy things again, not worry about the consequences of everything, I want to stop being so pessimistic. Strangely I feel like I’ll miss my family… Though they really haven’t been the greatest of familys… I’m definately going to miss my pets 
. I’ve never been on a plane before. Should be interesting.
