07/11/2009
Quick update
Posted in emotions, family, friends, isolation, life, loner, People, Ramblings, social anxiety tagged family, job, leaving home, life, moving out, social anxiety at 2:27 am by paintedtigers
I should really be asleep now, but I haven’t updated this in a while and felt like doing so tonight.
Hmm… Well I did get the job I was talking about in my last post, yay, back to the real world? Been working there for a while now, it’s in a café. I guess it was pretty hard to begin with, all the anxiety issues and whatever… But I’m kind of used to it now, the people who work there are generally nice and I’m trying my hardest to not let it bother me anymore, I just want to work and get paid, I try not to let the social part of it ruin anything for me. Ruined so much already anyway…
I’m mainly working towards saving up to move out, I feel like my time living here with my family here is done. I’ve had enough of just about every member of my family, even when I try to ignore them they still bother and hassle me, I’m so very far beyond tired of the petty arguments there are in this house. The only person I can tolerate lately has been my dad, but even he can be hard to get on with. Hopefully I can move out near the start of next year anyway, a new beginning?
Generally I’ve been okay since I last updated. Which is weird, I would usually have had a really low point in how I felt by now. I dunno. Stuff.
