14/09/2009
Truffle
Adopted an adorable hamster today, he was found wandering the streets and I had been wanting another hammy for a while, so I saw him in the newspaper and thought what better way to get another hamster than to adopt one. He’s very friendly for having been roaming such a dangerous city on his own, I thought the experience might have scared him but he seems happy now, running away on his wheel as fast as his little legs will carry him 
Here’s Truffle less than an hour after being brought home.
On a side note, I may have a job this week, had an interview last week, hopefully I get it. I need something to do other than what I have been doing as of late… Which is not very much at all and is probably why I have been getting so depressed lately. I know I should go see a therapist or something, I just can’t find the courage to do it… Maybe working and having a reason to get up will make me feel better, but I know it’s not going to cure the anxiety. Everything feels like such a task at the moment, I have no energy and all artistic flair has dissapeared. Bragh. I have a new life to take care of, self pity can step aside for now.
21/06/2009
One day.
Til i make one of the biggest decisions of my life. It could go either go brilliantly, I could have everything I’ve ever wanted since I can remember, or terribly wrong. Take a wild guess on which of the two I choose to think will happen… Blah. I guess I should be more positive. I’m going to go live with someone I’ve known around 5-6years, he says it’ll be great, I hope he’s right. I want to feel alive again, I want to enjoy things again, not worry about the consequences of everything, I want to stop being so pessimistic. Strangely I feel like I’ll miss my family… Though they really haven’t been the greatest of familys… I’m definately going to miss my pets 
. I’ve never been on a plane before. Should be interesting.
