17/07/2009
I don’t work in the real world.
Posted in Ramblings tagged depression, isolation, social anxiety, social phobia at 4:58 pm by paintedtigers
I thought I could by forcing myself into it, but being a social outcast for years can’t be undone in a mere few weeks. Its such a frustrating and sad mindset to be stuck in, it seems so easy for others to socialize, while I just freeze up any time someone makes an attempt to have a simple conversation with me. Maybe I should go see a councillor or something? I have serious doubts that would work though. So what now, be a loner for the rest of my life? I can’t stop thinking, whats the point anyway when such a basic human need, comunication, seems impossible for me…
